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Despondence

by Astatine

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1.
Si 02:46
Si Say it to my face You dirty fucking whore Wish you would have died in the mother fucking war Throw it to the side and now you’re fucked inside and now you’re fucked inside and now your brain is fried. Yeah and now you’re fucked inside You slam it on the desk And now your brain is fried Wish you would have died motherfucking war Wish you would have died Wish you would have fried Yeah Disappointing you Disappointing you Disappointing you Throw it to the side Slam it on the desk now my brain is fried now my brain is fried fucking cast aside Worth a lie fucking cast aside now my brain is fried cast aside say it to my face say it to my face Now my brain is fried Now you step aside Now you step aside
2.
The One and Only Lancaster Why You follow me Why follow me why You stay away Why You stay away And I pay the price And I pay the price Stay away You’re not wanted here You were in love with me Now I'm cast aside Why Cast aside A Prophecy Cast aside You made your choice Why Follow me Why you follow me Stay away I would stay away I don’t want you here Your scars, what you are, waste of space Please Please Please Stay Alive Your walls, build, your walls, build up your walls Why Stay away stay away Wanted here, wanted here Oh, and I pay the price I pay the price I pay the price
3.
Emo Song 01:23
Emo Song And I’m wishing And I’m waiting And I’m Waiting And I’m Waiting You don’t rock my world You don’t rock my world You don’t rock my world You don’t rock my world And I’m wishing And I’m waiting And I’m wishing And I’m waiting And I’m wishing And I’m waiting Please come back Please come back Please come back Please come back And I’m wishing And I’m waiting And I’m waiting And I’m waiting And I’m waiting
4.
I miss the smell you left on my Jacket These Halls we walked together while we were supposed to be in class So funny when you laughed with me Oh my jokes that make you laugh And I love at when you smile at me when I try and hold your hand and I hate to see you leave But you look so pretty whenever you’re with me. And every hour that ticks by I think of when you’ll arrive and in my dream every days being spent with you Remember when I gave you the love note I wrote about you You smiled at me and said there’s nothing I didn’t hate to do I don’t think I’ve ever felt this way about anyone before. You ask me what I’m thinking, but I say it’s not important now I can’t say it fuck I can’t even look at you
5.
I’ve never felt more sexual tension between the back of my throat and a gun Choke, on your own spit cut-throat cut-throat cut-throat cut-throat cut-throat cut-throat
6.
Snakes 02:07
7.
Slave 03:06
Slave Tell me why you control me, tell me why you're all I see, no matter what I do no matter what I see, you're always there, staring back at me. Tell me what to feel, what the hell is real Tell me what to feel, what the hell is real Tell me what to feel, what the hell is real Tell me what to feel, what the hell is, what the hell is I'm just your slave I'll do whatever you want, Whatever you want, anything you want, whatever you want, anything you want. Tell me what to feel, what the hell is real, tell me what to feel, what the hell is, what the hell is real. I could never live without you in my arms. \You give me life. You breath me air. I need you here. You need me there. Tell me what to feel, what the hell is real Tell me what to feel, what the hell is real Tell me what to feel, what the hell is real Tell me what to feel, what the hell is, what the hell is I'm just your slave I'll do whatever you want, Whatever you want, anything you want, whatever you want, anything you want. Tell me what to feel, what the hell is real, tell me what to feel, what the hell is, what the hell is real. You're so very sweet, you sweep me off my feet, you're so very sweet, you sweep me off my feet Tell me what to feel, what the hell is real Tell me what to feel, what the hell is real Tell me what to feel, what the hell is real Tell me what to feel, what the hell is real
8.
Turtles 03:09
Turtles Turtle Turtle turtle Turtle plastic straw paper bag plastic bag paper bag Turtle killing in the sand Turtle plastic straw paper bag Turtle turtle Turtle Turtle plastic bag paper bag Killing me On my head Plastic bag Paper bag killing me paper bag Plastic straw paper bag killing me Turtle Turtle Turtle killing’ killing turtle Turtle Turtle turtle
9.
Saturday Night Why is the void in the picture scape Just like you oh I could never feel Saturday night, drink or die Saturday night, drink or die Everyday oh the picture scape looks just like you, wish i was like you. Everyday oh the picture scape looks just like you, wish i was like you. This could be, so surreal But in the way that fuckin feel I could never find What the fuck Is a sign Saturday night drink or die Everyday oh the picture scape looks just like you, wish i was like you. Everyday oh the picture scape looks just like you, wish i was like you. Solitude unknown Everyday oh the picture scape looks just like you, wish i was like you. Solitude unknown (Some lyrics repeate, can be heard in song)

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released April 4, 2024

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